the Knowing

It's this knowing that can scare the shit out of me.

The knowing that it’s time to move on from that relationship, job or city when I don’t want to because it would be easier to stay.

It’s that tiny tiny whisper in my head and pit in my gut that when ignored only gets louder and louder.

It's that knowing that the next chapter awaits.

The next adventure is only a choice away.

And it takes trust.

Trust that the knowing is there to lead me to more, to bigger.

It takes trust within myself to follow that knowing despite the fear and discomfort around it.